Veritas [entries|friends|calendar] Jess +userinfo +entries +friends +calendar +add me Name:Jessica Location: Chicopee Age:16 Sexuality:Straight Height:5'6 School:Chicopee High Grade:Junior Nationality:Canadian Boys. Drugs. Booze. Liers. Coding and Graphics by OspenoptemousDO NOT STEAL. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

Bitches fucking recognize [Sunday October 23rd, 2005 9:13pm] [ mood | happy ] Hollywood Undead fuckers Lyrics for "Knife Called Lust" [Knife Called Lust] Shady JEff: Lets go right now! J-dog: I look alive, Im dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought Logically. Were wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesnt mean.That you cant scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into my Chest until it Bust. Tha Producer: [Chorus] This love , This Hate Is burning me away (Shady JEff: is burning me away) It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away (Shady JEff: is burning me away) It's harder times like these that never change (Shady Jeff: That never change) Charlie Scene: mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness, I'm not here to attack or make you kids panic, but i just think it's tragic the way these kids have it. and everybody sins and it all begins, it goes back around, nobody ever wins. and you stab yourself in the back, EVERYBODY JUST RELAX! it all just hits so close to home, we all got friends but we stand alone, and your on your own from a broken home, you keep the truth inside and it stays unknown. nostalgia hit and its time to quit, and everybody acts like it don't mean shit. a nd your friend will stab you just to fuck some girl, put your hands in the air and scream FUCK THE WORLD!!! [Chorus] Bridge: Tha Producer and Charlie Scene: Let go Tha Producer: I'll bring you closer Tha Producer and Charlie Scene: Right now Charlie Scene: I'll hold on tightly Tha Producer and Charlie Scene: Let go Tha Producer: We're going no where Tha Producer and Charlie Scene: Somewhere Charlie Scene: And things aren't over Tha Producer: Harder times like these! Tha PRoducer and Da Kurlz and Shady Jeff: Growing up on the streets! Tha Producer: Harder times like these! Tha PRoducer and Da Kurlz and Shady Jeff: I'll put you back on your feet! [Chorus] Ending: Charlie Scene: And i fall to the ground with my teardrops And I get lost everytime my heart stops Tha Producer: This love this hate is burning me away ( 1 + ) @#%^

[Monday October 3rd, 2005 3:36pm] Im moving to California when older. I cant wait. Anyone want to join me? ( 10 + ) @#%^

[Saturday October 1st, 2005 7:44pm] I hate boys. Their a waste of time. ( 6 + ) @#%^

[Saturday September 24th, 2005 11:20am] Day 1 @#%^

[Wednesday September 21st, 2005 7:16pm] So tomorrow it will be official. Im dropping out and getting my GED. If you think that i probably wont do it and just sit on my ass all day long doing nothing, then dont even bother commenting, I dont want to hear it. Went to Job core today and im going back tomorrow for a meeting thing to help ne get a good job. then its only a matter of time before I get a car and yeah. ( 5 + ) @#%^

To you. [Wednesday September 14th, 2005 6:20pm] [ mood | jubilant ] Im all youve ever wanted                                                           What all the other girls all promised                         When Im with you                                                                                   Im glad to be where I am                                                                                                                                                  With who Im with ( 1 + ) @#%^

[Tuesday September 13th, 2005 6:37am] So a..Mike Eliott (god i cant even remember how to spell your last name)is gay. But then again, what else is new? Hung out with johnny thea zach chas brian and candace yesterday. obviously got high. <3 Zach <3 ( 1 + ) @#%^

My minds always been dark. [Thursday September 8th, 2005 4:50pm] I love how everyone expects nothing from me. I love how they just know that I will let them down. It makes it much easier on my part I guess. Wheres the kid with the chemicals? I guess Im back to this shit again. been going through a depressive state lately. Seem to be letting everyone down. What else is new. I would call myself an addict. I really need someone to not be mad at me for once in my life. Ill give it a try. ( 5 + ) @#%^

[Monday August 15th, 2005 8:30am] [ mood | PUMPED!!!! ] WARPED TOUR BITCHES!!! ( 2 + ) @#%^

[Saturday August 13th, 2005 11:46pm] [ mood | happy ] My first date, with the most amazing boy, was at Big Y. I love it <3 @#%^

[Friday August 12th, 2005 11:40pm] well my computer on the breezeway broke so if you need to contact me call my cell phone. 626-8936 alright. bye Jess @#%^

[Thursday August 4th, 2005 9:29am] I really fucked up this time. @#%^

[Wednesday August 3rd, 2005 10:39am] i dont think i want to do drugs anymore. ( 3 + ) @#%^

[Tuesday August 2nd, 2005 3:00pm] I hate my mom. The old lady I help called me and asked me if i could go and get her perscription for her. so i said yes. went up to brooks, waited for like 30 minutes just to get yelled at by the pharmacist lady. went to her house to drop it off, she asked me if i could go up to stop n shop with her daughter lskz\lfdgjdmdg never mind. i dont even care anymore. i jsut want to get out of chicopee so bad. me adn daria are gonna go hang out now. try and find these kids form last night. they were cool. iredhgiudkfdgjkfdg i want to cut soo bad. i made 73 new cuts last night =) they make me happy. alright then. Jess ( 5 + ) @#%^

[Monday August 1st, 2005 8:27pm] I need a new boyfriend. The one i have now is just awful. He doesnt do anything. Blah. Boys = nfrjkgrdghdoifnb I need to find a good boy. mayb someone not from around here. idk. Someone help! ( 3 + ) @#%^

[Monday August 1st, 2005 7:13am] For some reason I woke up with no shirt on. I dont know. ( 2 + ) @#%^

[Saturday July 30th, 2005 12:32pm]                                You have 3 options. @#%^

Fucking Drinking and smokin party on the dike. [Monday July 25th, 2005 9:35am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Silver chair - suicidal dreams ] yesterday started off kinda boring. the old lady that i help called me and i went over to help her. stayed for a little bit then came home. like a few hours later she called me again to help her, so i left again. when i came home my sister asked me if i wanted to go to stop and shop to drop off something for this boy she has a crush on, so i said yeah. then daria called me b4 we left for stop n shop. she wanted me to meet her at the store so i did. and when we got there she was driving by with trevor, matt, and mike. they were going to get drugs. so me and jodie waited at the store for her to come back. jodie didnt like the clothes she was wearing so she went home to go and change them so i stayed at the store. then these 3 boys come up and ask me if i wanna smoke cuz this kid though i was cute so they were gonna smoke me up..so i said yeah.i completely ditched my sister (Sorry Jodie) so i went to the dike and snoked a bowl and then i left. i got kinda high off it, i think it was dro, but it seemed a little bit stronger. anyways. then i went to go and find these kids but i couldnt, so i went to trevors. saw his car there and just waited outside. they finally came out and i talked to daria. she said they were gonna go and get stoned and that they would pick me up at my house (because i had my bike) in 20 minutes. so i go home. drop off my bike and wait. then my mom goes outside and i was thinking " there not going to stop since shes out there because their probably smoking a blunt" and sure enough, they drive by lol. ilfrdoighfdog then they came back after they were done smoking. we then went to go and get 5 nics for 20 $ and they were really big too. so then we went to go and get the liquor. it was awsome liquor too. it was called Hypnotic and let me tell you, it was so good. it tasted like cool-aid, but with like a tangy/vodka taste. its a blue color. so pretty. so we were drinking (me matt daria mike and trevor) and we rolled a nic that rolled 2 nice L's. so we smoked that while we were drinking. then we rolled 2 more L;s. we started a big bon fire thing right on the beach part. it was the summer ive always wanted. then, Duka shows up. ♥ ♥ and then some puerto rican guy comes. then a kid named bobbie, 3 girls, and this other boy. then these other kids come. i forget how many..i think there was 4-5 of them that came. then vanessa showed up with this girl. party on the dike =) and i was a part of it. that makes me feel veryyy happy. that i actually did soemthing this summer. something fun. @#%^

[Sunday July 24th, 2005 8:14am] Well I talked to Landon yesterday for like 2 1/2 hours. it was great haha. we talked about all sorts of stuff, and then he smoked a joint lol. ahaha stoners that live in Oklahoma are cool. I think im going down there for like a week to see this girl there. I kinda want to go because im sick of chicopee. sooo sick of chicopee. plus itll be nice to meet some new people. and i can get shrooms right down the street!! haha. purple haze there is very rare to get they said. yet you can get shrooms there like that, and up here you cant get them anywhere. he told me i was crazy for doing heroin, but its not like i do it everyday, ive only done it one time and it wasnt even that much. oh well. this morning i could not sleep yet again. so i woke up like an hour ago. blah. Anyone care to do anything today? ♥ @#%^

[Wednesday July 13th, 2005 5:35pm] hung out with daria today. didnt do anything all day. my god im bored. im still wondering if mikes still mad at me. Im going to die young. it says so in my life lines. but i will have a good love life, so im ready for the rest of my life. =) @#%^

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